Snow

 So the world float pure white snow I stand
country where the sentimental
really want to like wandering
from the original, really do not as a person can give another person
Love, will be his replacement.
mm inscription
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friends used to say, why do things happen to me, always with an artistic color? like fairy tales, like television before some circumstances.
Oh, actually I do not know how to answer these, perhaps because one thinks I'm used to it. if I were the children never grow up, but I like it, even though the brain is not complicated enough, even though and sometimes suffer a bit, you can simply innocence, do not you?
so I often scolded by her mother, say a long memory, do not analyze problems from multiple perspectives, how to always love how kind to how to do later? to society, the more worrying! but I was not long in mind, I just like simple, what can I do?
Everyone knows that people will never stay in one room, one angle . life is just, brave takes time, it requires courage. just like me, shut ourselves in the whole world in his 5 years, although have been trying to go across, but the results are still in vain.
5 years, very short, very fast. from the age of 13 onwards, I will only live a dream. Although, I have a dear father and mother, but the heavy family background so I can not feel the peer happy, accompanying the only tears and lonely. in my most desperate moment, he's there I found the original color of the world is, there will be an angel had appeared, the original life of more than just tears. So I find reasons of life, so I learned to be strong.
a look, first-class, that is, the time 5 years .5 years honed my patience and toughness. Now, I'm crying is not the only girl . In 5 years time, I learned, not just strong, more tolerance, patience and how to laugh about the situation of their own do not want to be. that he taught me to be strong, though he did not say a word , although he was not there I did not care at his side, even though he has left a long time. can be, some things, is how can forget, even the passage of time, even if the cycle of life for people. Sometimes, time will make people remember certain things more clearly, someone.
Maybe I should not have worried about him, because I just love to dream of the child. he wanted, I could not give him, and I The habit may be just missing it. Maybe I should find someone, to do his shadow!
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summer, the average summer also makes the novel so much I found. I wonder, am I the wizard ah, how strange things so Duoqi Qi, all I ran into. Curiosity is unavoidable, but more is happy, moved and excited.
letter is I met a boy on the k8. how did not notice him at first, I just recorded a song recorded, to walk around someone else's Web site, save point of popularity. And then I saw a picture, a so I remember the photos back.
Britain is not London, I do not know. wide streets stood the handsome boy before I had the illusion of a sudden, five years out of grievances instant. because of his demeanor, his feelings, his expression, his All in all, too much like 5 years I have to wait. did not in control of their own thoughts, barely enough already, and this, let all my All the collapse of defense, I did not think my weakness, that so many of the vulnerable. I'm like 5 years ago, the news of the search as long view of his information.
Shanghai London
this is his and from the city do?
my heart full of expectations, because I thought I would see that he was 5 years ago.
However, data on nothing, just a few lines of text is not transparent out any news about him, but I can feel his words in the low-key and loneliness. all of a sudden, some pamper. all of a sudden decided to make his life were happy. I began to dream, life, where is it too easy ah. But no matter I can not do it, I will try hard, because I find that I'm back 5 years ago that I, that clinging to me.
I know this decision in my next , I will once again subvert the world.
send a message to him, and soon, he will include me in his sight, I was moved to stop weeping and kept saying: Great,UGG boots, too Well, I found it, I really found.
Perhaps, I am a fool, can be such a happy, other than myself, who can be realized then?
QQ data where it is not too detail, but I found that he actually is a Capricorn, with the dragon is a constellation. I was surprised looking at the screen, any tears, flying, sharp voice said: how can it be, how could this be? he is not a dragon, he does not will be the dragon! Is God deliberately arranged it? Why do tease me, had already forgotten everything, why have him at this time there, why ah, like this, how will I be willing to ignore him, do not care about him, does not love him? God ah, you are in the whole me? do this to me ah!
again, I was reluctant to let him slip away from my line of sight, although he is not a dragon, then from As of today, let me put him as a good dragon.
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his head in the flash, my heart to follow the jump. carefully after opening his head, like a afraid of a baby suddenly lost, broken, broken the same. He asked me like you really be so? My answer is yes. because he too, like really, this is the second time I met a different refused to leave, I guess he was curious myself, but he did not put disgust, only looked at me quietly, quietly. Later, to leave, but I told him nothing, and my heart feel sorry for myself, because I know that now do not say, to never have a chance, so the night at the dinner, I am a person hesitated in front of him. Then, mind to tell him that friends birthday, let him come. He if I knew I talk to him, let him do, so he did not turn down, but it comes time to give him information like, and then the phone number to me. I am surprised hh
play that night to 4 point, I would like to race the next day, Oh, very crazy. but he has still to go, so I secretly wrote a letter tucked in his hand,UGGs, the above clearly understand why he says, there are thank him come to our party.
Three days later, left Beijing, leaving him.
This is the first similar to the I know it is not long.
then the second similar to the I only touched one person, a person recollection of a person secretly happy. these, I have become accustomed to. I know, he called the letter, a very strange name. with his brief description of his intentions, I felt he was hesitant, I hasten to say that do not want to force him, if not, just leave a message like.
9 seconds later, he agreed to my decision.
It makes me laugh and cry!
I do not know what he wrote know, his decision, I feel like being a man up from the hell lira. I can only grateful, grateful, grateful hh
then gradually, I cooked up with the letter. He would always ask me, is not with him feel like it? tell the truth, I do not know what to say, because it is only a simple few lines of text, I just guess from his tone, mood, but does have somewhat similar. He and the dragon, as belong to the silent type, belonged to the low-key type. but sometimes quite lovely letter will be humor, I will be happy to coax, but also to bully me. sometimes think he seems more real than the dragon.
time in the slow slow passage of the, for him, and I have a better understanding of how much.
Sometimes I find myself very strange, always think of him from time to time, I really do not understand my very own, I do not have to wait long to find Long, Long Love it? how a sense of the past that suddenly the heart, where the letter went out? This is absolutely wrong impression, absolutely not true. For him, I'm just a kid, maybe even friends children are not really the fool, then why should I let him affect my heartbeat it, I think this must be the wrong impression, because I too would like a dragon, only some of the illusion.
4 days later, we finally jokes on each other can be skilled, and finally without a trace of strangeness. but these are my own feelings, I really Debu say his side. Sometimes he would like to take a look around the other side of what looks like , imagine if, like me, or would have some access? to such a person lying in bed, dreaming over and over again, I even imagine a scenario where we met hundreds. but the end is still a dream. does have some loss, but will not affect my enthusiasm, because I know, he gave me the feeling, and not just as simple as the dragon, but I have not found, did not fully feel it. then do not worry about it before you, and so true found, then decide how to do a good job.
(In fact, these things are recorded was 8 days after I know him to start writing, I do not know why such a story think of record, but or write down. perhaps because gradually found, to love, because it has been blurred.)
me, a laugh, playful, love animals love the strange quiet girl, because the character, so that I developed a love to hide the habit. the outside world be happy, even when I was out to smile more, at home, I still only silence. from small to large, I am used to heart with silence to vent their dissatisfaction, I also used to A man hiding in the yard crying secretly. dark, beautiful world outside, warm and was wrapped in black in the quiet, but it was then re-black, can not let my loneliness, pain affected, but exposed a clean. I only have a place to vent their own, to make their own back to the real self. Yes, I was no longer easy to let myself be sad, but I was too easy to love a person, and was too easy for a people lose interest. around always passing by, no one can stay with me through this life.
letter,UGG boots clearance, said he was bad, I disagree with this statement. I do not care about it that he was not because of , but I know he said he was not as bad. I told him that he is an angel, though full of melancholy eyes, filled with the distance to others can be in the deepest depths of my heart, sometimes he is so pure, so calm the Heart Lake. I know, I always knew that he would be angels, at least, he is my angel.
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letter is not happy, so I think many, many ways to make him happy, but if not how useful, so slap on the phone to him. color zero is the piano, I think the letter will be playing the piano, his fingers must be very beautiful too , so perfectly, a man, he is not an angel, then what is it? answered the phone quickly, I heard his voice. I do not know how to describe his voice, like a cold water was thrown into the sky, Tan, Light light falling feeling. delicate, soft, it might create the illusion of light, perhaps with the crystal clear it seems more appropriate. I remembered 3 years ago for Christmas, give the phone to play the dragon.
, dragons back up? meeting will be open. will, Come on. Dragon on the phone over there, I heard his voice, very soft, very light, just like ice.
;
hh go your way, so hh hh you will not stay with me. hh hh today is your birthday hh, hh Happy Birthday! like fire burning, I can not control their own piercing hurt me, I can only quietly, quietly pretending to listen.
smashed over, I caught it, but I'm still happy, still excited, still hide my broken heart.
. Because of him, let me once again to the general weakness to cry. I think if you can cry to the frustration, that the more good hh

; 是 ah. is still very light, very low. I think that it should be a glass, or crystal like.
, and now so late, but there is no street lamps still do not know, in case you suddenly jump out of a man who was walking to not put you robbed, do not you will be very dangerous? said.
He laughed, and still very light Tell me
more dangerous, you see so many people, if you abducted by whom, how people will notice you ah. know that he just so handsome, I really admire my own ah.
letter happy, I will not be as nervous.
fact I do not know why I care so much about the letter would not be happy, is there a laugh, or have not thinking of me. I just want to know more about what he was doing, what they thought, what in the note. mind there are many problems which are about him, suddenly made me laugh , all of a sudden I began to cry. Actually, I should have used this way, because five years ago, when the dragon saw that this is a real lunatic. However, I do not care ah, now a little crazy, since only Well many, many fond memories.
away to people, I would lie in this very boring room. Today, no quarrel with the voice of the landlady did not do it? Then I quickly wash basin of water access, hot death of me. I brought the basin downstairs, only to bypass the long corridor to the pool, I twisted the faucet side of cursing: were not allowed to water, so cheap, is not such as not safe, bought directly with her. depriving the root of war as I wake up every time just like a shower wash the same end, even the bath water are saved, shiver my . This metamorphosis, this idiot, this hh go back to sleep, run it to scare me, a lot of fun you? be careful not know, still Debating the chaos that say? you afraid of being caught landlord, she scolded ah want? poke my short, go back to pack her!
br> In fact, I have not thought of you, Yaya is my best friend, how do I willing? I just anger, and the way to get her to blow off steam, Who she really winded!
Forgive me, Missy, do not want my ass good, I would like to keep eating it! that I can help you end the water is good to when the atonement was. considered. Well? how could you think is going to eat, be careful of your body become a good pig, and I do not know what you eat where the whole, is not long in the body, jealous of me.
Ya-Ya's body is definitely recognized as the devil figure, a little bit extra at all. but why they do not eat flesh, and what she can eat delicious, and miraculously did not play on the body, people envy, jealousy extremely hh
; Who is that, not to say that at night you can not access the water, you give me a breakup fee of hh entered, carrying the basin running and see the way we are faltering, you know how much water we stole.
twitching in the back, did not wait for her to catch up, we have been away.
. but I still did not forget the need to scold her, and this metamorphosis.
But sometimes talking is still pretty loss.
Yes. She has been very baby. slightly washed out look, a lot of really cold. Ya-Ya, handing me an apple, I have no kind of big mouth and chew up, then leaned against the bed, silent. suddenly thought of the letter, so I took information from the phone to his spring:
there any better?
have information to respond quickly, he said:
Much better, thank you.
I give myself a big smile award , turned suddenly to the Ya-Ya, said:
br> hand and felt my head and asked:

For what, ah, after the unhappy, tell me, I must have the means to make you happy.
He replied:
how it makes me happy?
I actually do not know, but If he is not happy, and I must be a way. So tell him:
that time, you know friends. well, thank you, willing to help me.
1 minute later, he replied:
I did not do anything ah.
I know he did not do anything, in fact, do nothing, just let me talk to him talk, he was not happy at the time to comfort him, make him happy, and I very satisfied. I said:
enough to pull this as long as you happy, I will be satisfied.
I know, I give him the life I want to give the dragon.
he said: < br> As long as I happy? else does?
I replied:
as long as you happy enough, nothing else, I do not. You should be very happy.
he was curious, and said:
Why?
I shed tears, tears of hate, always so disappointing. I told him:
because you are an angel, so you should be happy, so I'll make you happy. < br> Why is not the devil?
he asked.
a sudden pain in my chest a little, he replies:
let me be your guardian angel now.
I'm really want to do his guardian angel, I just want to help him to bear the pain, make him happy.
you've done!
he said.
Oh, yeah, I have done, then, he is now In the laugh? look at the table, God, very late, I should not disturb his rest, so:
late, you should go to sleep, the angels
, ahem.
This is the night he was back in the last message, I am very satisfied smile, and then close the phone. suddenly found Yaya staring at me, very awkward.
Yaya rhetorical, I installed a good look confused.
I say, she is not always very understanding of my heart you.
directly, the problem, how do I have the nerve to answer it? However, I was not like him? I do not know, really do not know. may not have it, there is always miss the first in his heart that there are now.

it? for him, I know almost nothing about, is it because I like his voice, like let him laugh, why they like him? good Fana, he and his dragon, as are the angels, and I, nothing, I can only dream of it.
You will be very happy. sad. Unfortunately, the letter did not tell me in a city, so let me try to be more difficult. Why not a city? love, really you can go so far?
thought, everything will be fine, you have to believe in yourself, believe you want to love, this I believe, will bring you a miracle. smile. I know, behind me, always have a man that I was holding one day, that person is the Ya-Ya.
off the light, sleep.
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is a beautiful morning! Suddenly, I'm so 想出去走走 and wanted to see the outside world, it seems I've always been is enclosed in a black room, waiting for the light.
turn the body, a perfect The yawn, stretch, only to find a place to sleep Ya-Ya, has people to bed empty.

complained I got up, finishing a bit.
really fresh morning air, I severely have a big mouth and sucked the air, then all is not happy, spit out, go for a blow, the brain suddenly awake a lot. Yaya came carrying a large pan of stuff, I am curious Nuele Nue my lazy body, Couguo see.
I shrugged helplessly, and turned to go out washing.
, covetous stare at me.
rubbed my eyes, Shenzhuolanyao, muttering:
big bully can have a good long look at our big beautiful women, and my heart is really cool. However, the Ya-Ya is not angry with me, she knew, I was just joking, just to tease her. So, she responded to my position a Qianbian , to the balcony to dry clothes.
put away their own, looking at the back of Ya-Ya dry clothes, suddenly touched. with the Ya-Ya know so long, she has been taking care of me, things encountered are she helped me free. not happy, she cried with me, happy, and she laughed with me. Sometimes I feel cramped in my heart, will be like crazy also known as the bitter, Ah Ah never thought to be noisy, she just sat next to me quietly, waiting for me to vent end, and then gently hugged me, told me:
That must be me! see the depths of my eyes a touch of melancholy. There Yaya in, I always have a lot of courage to do what I want to do, Ya-Ya is my happiness.
I could not help but call her soon.
would like to call on her, perhaps want to make sure, Ya-Ya still with me. I am glad, and so many years, only Ya-Ya is still my best friend, as always, take care of me, care about me, love me.
how do you? how big the net say the morning gibberish. Are you sick? Otherwise, I take you to see. > Maybe I did was sick, but do not need to see a doctor, I just let time to restore balance to my mind, I will recover. like a long time did not take to the streets together with the Ya-Ya, a recent school things are busy, and everyone groggy all day, and will not walk around the streets today, just conditioning yourself.
You are faded last year, do not dress up, on into the Cinderella of the. suddenly learned of their true position. Cinderella and the prince will always be worlds apart, even a fairy tale re-told good, it will only appear in fairy tales. in real life, never to meet her Prince Cinderella such an outcome. Even so, it was his Cinderella, and I, who am I from? really do not know how mood will suddenly become so, in fact, I know that Yaya did not mean she love me, How can such an irony I? But I have to admit, she really ironic to me. But I do not blame Yaya, I can only blame themselves too inferior, at least in some ways, always with me with the courage .
mouth has a smile, facial expressions are already stiff. Fortunately, a bit careless Yaya, otherwise, she should the blame. I hate how so, why there is always a bad mood affect other people. < br> Perhaps hh I'm really annoying!
afternoon, the streets not as crowded early in the morning, only those people without a purpose, eyes and slack before the window in the Jie Liangbian wandering. me and Yaya Tizhe Da bags the clothes and shoes, sitting on the corner coffee shop to rest. quiet seat, quietly blowing air, quietly shaking back and forth to see the street, quietly came out of the feeling of hot coffee, quietly hh
nothing! Yaya gave me her sweetest smile, I know, this bread his mouth to encourage her, her care and her love. But I really do not have confidence, I am now depressed to the extreme,bailey UGG boots, so I can only smile about to expressed frustration in my heart. I subconsciously sighed, put on the cup, sip a port of coffee. the bitter feeling over the top from the tongue, flowing into my throat. I have secretly looked up, looked at the opposite The Ya-Ya, she just quietly sipping coffee, I feel the feeling of quiet.
the world seems to be quiet, I imagine when the phone told me the day the letter expression, movement and scene, I guess He must rely on the window with me, like, like looking at pedestrians, like reverie. That he must be sitting in front of a window nearest the door, because I heard the door open sound.
Why do you believe hh
to be so far away from me, my dream, really so far away you?